Depression is kinda suck because today i already feel it myself .. I couldnt sleep for the whole day long..t.t..its painful.. i need some1 to talk to but i dunno who can i talk to...her ?..but she feeling nt well and she should take a long long rest..i couldnt be so bad like goin to disturbing her for the whole night long..i would do tat when i am a evil x).. but i sure i wont because i love her . . . today we had a long quarrel for the 1st time . . . the quarrel on that question wont stop at all... it wont gt an answer at last.. i really dunno what can i do.. see-ing her walking to a dark side, muddy, and cloudy without a single of light road and i need to support her walking through the road..i couldnt do tat.. i thinking for the whole day long..if 10 years later, i saw her still in the dark side, how would i feel?..i sure that i will be regretting that why not i stop her for doing that last ten years.. WTH am i talking?..its out of topic..x).. hmm.. i feel that sometimes i should like care bout her and support her decision..sometime thing wouldnt go that bad..and miracle would happen to kind person right?..as movie always say that ?..haha.. hmm..how good that i will be in 10 years later and not now thinking what should i do next?.. haix.. depression occur again t.t.. hmm.. i think i should stop quarrel with her.. i should talk to her nicely and if she would strongly goin to that road..i will be supporting her though.. i hope i can holding her hands walking to rest of my life..x).. i really do hope so x).. everything will be alright..rainbow will occurs after a dark sky raining.. x).. i love her very much as how much i can..sometime i hope she will care bout me too.. my birthday wishes x).hope it will.. i love u baby chikako x).. mwahs.. hugg u tight x).. frm my bottom of my heart..
stop here ..c ya x)..
good nite..
D E P R E S S
Monday, January 3, 2011
